My angel

Thou art my angel, my protector. You keep me safe in times of danger and in times of trial, you are there to comfort me. You are everything I could ever have dreamed of, and everything you need to be. You are my hero, my role model, my savior, the answer to my prayers.
Tonight, when you visit me in my dreams, can you hold me? Can I feel your arms, your touch? Can I relish in the soft, sweet breath brushing against my cheek. Can you wrap me up in your wings and protect me from the world? Can you take me away to a place that doesn't have pain, or heartache? Can it be a place, warm in your arms, in your embrace?
Can I stay with you tonight? Can I wake up and see your smile?

Can you visit me in my dreams?
Because I love you, and waking hours aren't enough.

Check it out:

Here's the deal. I love you. You're the hottest thing ever. I will never hate you, never stay mad at you, and never want to be mad at you. I am really sorry it got that bad today, I know that we're both just stressed at the situation. I really don't want to be here. But you know what? I've found a comrade in that: Howard. He and I are going through the same thing. His wife feels exactly like you do. So he's getting the same feedback I am (degenerative). We both hate it here, we both want to be with the loves of our respective lives, and we both want out of the Corps.
I know I am doing well, (for once) and I am proving myself, but I don't like being this far away. On one hand, I can see how this will really help us. I am learning so much: Technical skills, people skills, networking, how to love you. All this is very applicable in the real world.
But I can't wait to marry you. I can't wait to have made it. To have done what we will have done. I can't wait to smile at you on our wedding night, and tell you that I really do love all of you and you never worry again about it. Because I know you're beautiful inside, I know you're beautiful outside, and I know you've got nothing to worry about because there's nothing that you could ever do to dissuade me from my opinion that you're a hottie. A TOTAL hottie.
Don't forget that.
Chris

Walking. Pacing, we wander in circles.
This love we have just won’t let us go.
Our fate hangs on us like iron shackles;
We’re destined for better than this, I know.

My dreams won’t come, all I see is pain.
I can’t stand being apart from you.
To think I did this for our gain.
How could I have been such a fool?

If you still find it in you to Love me,
I promise to show you what you desire.
I know that one day, we can be happy.
And nothing can put out that fire.

But now, the time, it isn’t right.
They keep me here, I can’t be your man.
Keep walking forward, lets find that light,
Look beside you, I’ll be the one holding your hand.

You

Are everything to me.
I laugh when you talk about finding other people, because there isn't anyone else. No one can do what you do for me. No one can motivate me to become something. To be a better man.
Only you.
So only you are right for me, and I won't even bother looking around for someone else, because I know I'd be wasting my time.

(plus looking for someone to replace who you're with is half-cheating, and I don't want to do that.)

Wow, that was fun.

Man, three months, and I come back to be more in love than ever.
Awesome.

I love you

I'm sorry that I got your hopes up. I really wanna see you. I miss you terribly. I know that it's really gonna be tough when I move off. You think you're the sissy whiney one, but when I don't get to hug you, to hold you, to tell you that I love you, I start aching. I guess we're both whiney.
I had a great time tonight, both with the Marine Pool and at frisbee. Those guys are a blast.
I'm super excited that the Staff Sergeant asked me to be a leader.
Anyway, never let me go if you're feeling bad. You know better. I only want you to be happy, feel better. I know talking to me doesn't do much, but I want to be there for you as much as I can while I can, ya know?
Love you, and like you, and infatuated with you, and crushin' you,
Chris Ness

Now, your presence would be perfect

If I could hold you now, everything would be okay. I love you. I can't explain it.
The past four hours have been fun indeed, but they are nothing when compared to the fun I have with you. I love you. Every moment I have with you is perfect.