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Here's the deal. I love you. You're the hottest thing ever. I will never hate you, never stay mad at you, and never want to be mad at you. I am really sorry it got that bad today, I know that we're both just stressed at the situation. I really don't want to be here. But you know what? I've found a comrade in that: Howard. He and I are going through the same thing. His wife feels exactly like you do. So he's getting the same feedback I am (degenerative). We both hate it here, we both want to be with the loves of our respective lives, and we both want out of the Corps.
I know I am doing well, (for once) and I am proving myself, but I don't like being this far away. On one hand, I can see how this will really help us. I am learning so much: Technical skills, people skills, networking, how to love you. All this is very applicable in the real world.
But I can't wait to marry you. I can't wait to have made it. To have done what we will have done. I can't wait to smile at you on our wedding night, and tell you that I really do love all of you and you never worry again about it. Because I know you're beautiful inside, I know you're beautiful outside, and I know you've got nothing to worry about because there's nothing that you could ever do to dissuade me from my opinion that you're a hottie. A TOTAL hottie.
Don't forget that.
Chris

Walking. Pacing, we wander in circles.
This love we have just won’t let us go.
Our fate hangs on us like iron shackles;
We’re destined for better than this, I know.

My dreams won’t come, all I see is pain.
I can’t stand being apart from you.
To think I did this for our gain.
How could I have been such a fool?

If you still find it in you to Love me,
I promise to show you what you desire.
I know that one day, we can be happy.
And nothing can put out that fire.

But now, the time, it isn’t right.
They keep me here, I can’t be your man.
Keep walking forward, lets find that light,
Look beside you, I’ll be the one holding your hand.